Why do we obsess with life? It's because we only know life. We don't know death.
I fear death.
I loathe death when I think about life. I fear how it would feel when my body decompose and my conscious depart from my body. The happiest soul is the one that is never been born. A non-existence being in the infinite universe.
The birth of a baby should be mourned not celebrated. The earlier one
dies from birth, the better. Because they don't have or have little
conscious about life.
When I think further about death, I think about the moment of me being unborn. I don't remember any event before my birth. That's it! I should think death as the moment that I hadn't been born.
I don't remember or feel any body parts growing from my fecal body when I was being developed in my mother's womb. The earliest memory I have about my childhood, is when my parents
were living at my maternal grandparents' house. It was late evening. I
had digestion problem that night and threw up all of the warm bottled
milk I had drunk earlier.
I feel better now.
From a non-existent being in the infinite world, to an existent being in the finite world, and will go back to a non-existent being in the infinite world.