Comfort Leads to Lazyness

I grow in small family member. There are only 3 persons in my house which are dad, mom, and I. Growing as the only kid makes me a single object of affection from my parents. They give what I want if they are able to fulfill my wish. They support my expenses until I am able to earn my own money. Since this month mom is educating me to afford my own expenses so that I can be more independent.

Deep in my heart I feel satisfied with my current life. I have a home as my shelter. I have my own small sized private room with air conditioner mechine. I have my cozy spring bed and a warm thick blanket to cover my body at night from cold air conditioner breeze while sleeping. I have dinner to eat every night. I have two cats. I have no worry about monthly bills such as electricity, house tax, water, and so on. My parents pay those every month. My parents are strong and healthy to afford my life some years to come.

I am prouding myself up to the sky when mom or dad picking me from the office with car. My head is up the sky if I can show my parents cars to my friends. My parents are in their wealthy condition. They are able to afford 2 cars credit bill. Toyota Inova and Honda Jazz VTEC. I look down and I see that my office friends don't have my luxury. I feel comfort. I love my life.

Last night dad said,
"When will you raise your spirit?"
"I didn't satisfied with my current life when I was at your age."
"I kept finding a way to raise our standard of living that's why I can achive all we have now." "Have you study the books that I give you?."
"Yes, still one book", I said.
"Make a time target so that you can finish all of them in short time."
I didn't say a word. I looked at the ceiling above my head.

Dad continued his sentences
"You never grow young. your age is alwys crawling up. Who will afford your life when dad and mom pass away if you do not step out from your comfort life."
"If you satisfy with your current salary, you will not be able to change your life."
"You will walk on spot forever.".
"Look at your mom! She has high learning spirit in her late age."
"She does every word that she says. You should inherit that spirit."

I spoke no words and he continued.
"Raise up your spirit!"
"Change your life!"
"You are still young. There are a lot of challenge in front of you. Face it!"
"If I were young, I would take the star but I am not young anymore. I'ts your turn to take that star."

I walked out from his bedroom and walking to my own. I kept thinking of his advice. I have to start study those book this night. It's a must!

Next time I want to apply a job which dad recommends me to. I want to change my life. I have to step out from this comfortness. I have step out from this demonic circle which leads me to lazyness. I have to achieve my 3 dreams.