The Forbidden Legend Sex and Chopsticks

Based on Chinese classical novel called Jin Ping Mei. The story resolves around the rise and fall of Ximen Qing whom wealthy enough to marry many women. The story follows the domestic sexual life of the main character.

The movies are divided in 2 parts. The sexual act of both part is well choreographed but I feel like it was lack of real sex. It doesn't build me enough hornyness! The 1st part is more enjoyable. More plot, jokes, and character developments while the 2nd part is more and more sex which I think few scenes are impossible. How come a pussy is able to peel a grape skin?

My review is 3 out of 5 stars. Go to google for download!

Learning Japanese

It's been a year and few months since I started my japanese class. During the learning I learn how to understand the japanese grammar. Been practicing the conversation with various friends. They said my japanese was fine. Thus I am confident with myself.

But...after having conversation with tatsu. Indonesian guy whom learnt japanese longer than me. He said my japanese might be better but sounds silly and ridiculous. I lost my confidence.

I'm thinking to switch school after finishing the 1st book in Ikuzo.

Meeting A Guy Update: Opinion From Friends

Chris' perspective:
Chris is a devout christian. When he interests a girl, he would gives her a kiss on check but he would hold his urge. Plus suggesting me to meet and date christian guy because on his opinion christian guy would have better control over his hormone.

Darnell's perspective:
Not a devout christian. He said gentleman would wait for a lady's response. A gentleman waits but a man does not. He alerted cuddling might leading to foreplay.

Yukisan's perspective:
A japanese man whose opinion I seek the most. He confirmed what happened yesterday wasn't cultural barrier problem but rather human problem. He added I should not coming to a man's house whom not a boyfriend.

Meeting A Guy Update: Whuah!!!

I met this guy on skype. We exchanged photo on few times chatting. He was nice and decent meaning never talking about adult stuff. Hence I agreed to meet him. He asked me to meet him in a mall and came to his house. I agreed because based on past experience going to a chat friend's house wasn't a problem.

He was nice during meeting. Although we had language problem. He's been living for 1 year in Jakarta but speaks little indonesian and I tried as much as i could to speak japanese. Overall we understand what each other saying. Several times he tried to hug me. I tried to make distance as smooth as possible. I didn't want to be impolite besides I was interested in him.

When I was at his home I tried to be nice as possible like offering my hands to help him cooking for our lunch but he refused. Hence I just sat and watching an anime from Studio Gibli. We had lunch and watched the anime untill the end together. After the anime ended I tried to make conversation because I wanted to know him.

He asked me what time I will be go home from his house. I said 8pm from his house. It was 2-3 hours to go. He asked what would we do until 8pm. I answered talking. I really do wanted to know him. His reaction was "talking only??"

He tried to touch me and hug me. I didnt refuse because I liked him but he kept being aggressive trying to touch the private area. As last resort he tried to touch the privy area by force but I was refusing. He straightly grabbed my shoulders and show me way out. Before parting he said "thankyou" and my reply was "gomen ne".

I think both of us won't be in touch again. Thus I stipped his number and ID from my cellphone and skype respectively.

Up until now I can't sleep. Why do I feel bad and sorry for a man whom was to harm me? He was the one to be sorry!!

Meeting A Guy

It was a month ago that I met him. He was nice, talkative, good looking, and fulfills 4 out of 8 points of my ideal requirement. We had dinner and had good talk during that time. I enjoyed our meeting. I think he did too. After parting I sent a message to his cellphone saying good night. He replied then calling me. We talked over the phone for some minutes before saying good night for sleeping.

It's been a while after the meeting. I missed his presence. I sent a message but no reply. Maybe he wasn't into me. "Just get over him" saying that to myself.

This upcoming saturday I will meet another guy. I have know idea how it will be turn out.

Sigh...

I miss the 1st guy. Where and what are you doing now?

Update on Hongkong Plan

Lebaran holiday starts tomorrow but I am switching the holiday to November because of Hongkong vacation.

I've been saving since early of this year and have been calculating and recalculation on the budget plus the basic expenses. I have firm confidence that the remaining balance of the budget will be enough for emergency expenses. Still I have little nervousness I won't bring enough money with me. I would be less restless if I go with a friend whom I could lend some money from whenever I need.

Been thinking to lend some money from the office. As exchange I would offer salary cut on November and December.

Maybe I shouldn't plan this trip at 1st place.