I Missed My Kitty!

I had 6 cats but 3 of them are missing and, this is the sadnest one, I abandonned 1 cat at the vet clinic by the order of my mom for shitting on mom's couch. It was my biggest lost! I cried several days for it. On the way to the vet clinic he begged to be released when he was put in my big bag. He torn the bottom of it during his struggle to get free. damn it! I wish I had my own house so that mom doesnt have any authority for me to do such thing abandonning my lovely cat. Well i dont have anything come to my head to tell now. This is it. Later on i'll tell more